You’ve shown me that you don’t need that shit to have fun. You’ve also shown me that those things aren’t necessary. I don’t know why I keep falling down this hole, but I have to just fucking ground myself. You’re not always going to be by my side to remind me why I abstain, and I need to be smart enough to remember you. I feel that ‘sorry’ never cuts it or anything… But if it did, this whole message would be nothing but ‘sorry’. I hope, to my core, that this doesn’t tear us apart… I love you.